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2010-11-30T23:27:00.005+08:00

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Let em' in on your secret heart

2010-08-13T21:39:00.003+08:00

Secret heart,
Why so mysterious
Why so sacred
Why so serious
Maybe you’re
Just acting tough
Maybe you’re just not man enough
What’s wrong
Secret heart come out and share it
This loneliness, few can bear it
Could it have something to do with
Admitting that you just can’t go through it alone?

Go out and share it
This very secret heart.

The Comfort Zone.

2010-08-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

.. Pictures taken yesterday and Hi! I've been away from here for too long that I decided to be back in action (for a while) now. Gosh.. I miss ranting about anything and everything that makes me happy or down! I guess my mood for blogging had totally deteriorate since months ago. So hmm, what's new for me? Sadly to say, nothing at all. Still the same ol me going through the same routine every single day. And so today marks the first day of Ramadhan and thank god for the cool weather. Can't wait to feast upon all those food calling from Geylang Bazaar (Girls, we need to plan a trip to Geylang as soon as possible please!). Yes, my love for food is growing drastically, and I can feel the weight on every parts of my body.... Guilty much :/ Where's the determination? Wakey wakey!

Be Right Back

2010-07-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

"To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget." - Arundhati Roy

5 in 1

2010-06-24T03:13:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday; A wedding function, an engagement ceremony, dessert time over at Bakerzin, dinner over at Swensen's T2 and lastly, a bowling session at East Coast Park.

The Apple of My Eye ♥

2010-06-22T03:29:00.005+08:00

.. None other than you.

Some things just refuse to change

2010-06-18T04:14:00.003+08:00

I decided to read back my old entries since I've got nothing to do at this hour. Reading the old journal definitely brings back so much memories and this particular entry (January 2007) above got me thinking for a moment. The same ol' me, with the same ol' character.. especially paragraph 5! I don't know whether it's a good thing, but I guess this part of me will forever be the same. No matter how many people ask me to speak out, my first choice would always be; to keep quiet, to ignore, to avoid.

10/10!

2010-06-17T04:31:00.001+08:00

Current Favourite Movie!

Twentygle

2010-06-15T06:20:00.002+08:00

I'm enjoying every bits & pieces of my June Holidays and it feels so daymn good to wake up in the afternoon. I don't have to worry about rushing to work.. yea although it's only for a while and the next thing I know, I'm back to work next week (doing spring cleaning for 4/5 days). Shucks, I hate that so much! My mood for blogging is just so unpredictable like that, and tadaa, I've decided to bombard my blog with few updates. Just realised that I've been pretty occupied with the surroundings around me and I always tried my best not to think of all those inner thoughts. But I guess I'm just being unfair to myself - To be ignorant, and always run away from it. It just keeps on coming back and I'm out of ideas to seriously make it stop. The only thing that makes me stronger is to have a mindset of knowing that I'm not the only one who's having obstacles in life because the fact is, everyone does, isn't it? Just that the obstacles appear differently in our life. And oh, it's been such a long time since I last touched on the topic "Love", ha ha ha. I think I'm much more secretive (or I've always been that way, hmm) now. But I guess throughout the three years of singlehood, I've learned some things (can't possibly use the word 'alot' because I still have a long way to go.. Still 20, mind you). It's really okay if my time to settle down is nowhere to be seen since I've always have issues with r/s commitments. Yes, I do ever thought of having a long-term relationship but I guess the settling down part lies with me and I just need to have the strong feeling that I once had.. And then I can think of having a relationship. It may takes months.. years.. I don't know. I guess I'm just so hard to understand, so hard to please, so everything that you wouldn't want to know. And I need someone to analyse my extraordinarily-complex-personality well. That's the rarity here but.. we shall see.

Eternity

2010-06-15T05:02:00.004+08:00

Friends since high school and trust me we're gonna be friends till we get married, have kids and still go out together and drag our children & husbands along to Starbucks over a cup of coffee and of course, with all those never ending stories! Talking about furniture, cooking perhaps? And on & on.. Let's make it work ♥

Fatty Boom Boom!

2010-06-15T03:59:00.002+08:00

Love my Monday with the favourite girls. Bought a whole lot of food and make our way down to Changi Beach. Encountered one hell of a funny incident in which two big dogs were making their way towards our direction. We were happily eating our food with our bare hands and guess what, the girls save their lives first but I decided to take the donuts & brownies plus the unfinished chicken before running away. Such an epic moment please! Hahaha. Keep on changing places because of Zyta & her problematic tummy and not forgetting doing all kind of nonsensical antics. The last stop is over at Mr Teh Tarik (1 Teh Tarik Dinosaur and 2 Ice Longan!) and I just couldn't stop laughing my heart & lungs out! The joke of the day would definitely be 'the steward' aka pakcik keding with the trolley bag. And.. I'm still laughing quietly each time I think about it!

Stereo Love

2010-06-15T03:49:00.003+08:00

.. You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you.

Oh, Fragile Heart

2010-06-08T01:01:00.005+08:00

Woah, it's been such a nong nong time ago since I last updated this blog of mine. Too many things have happened for the past few weeks.. From Abg Nonet's Wedding Day, Normal Meet-ups with the girls, Family Bonding Sessions, Birthday Surprises, Portfolios Fever and on & on. No idea why my mood for blogging deteriorate this bad (I've had always love to blog you see..). So anyway, I'm having my June break right now and a month off from the little rascals & cutie pies. Yes, I need to breathe so badly please, and I think everything is getting better although I still have some inner issues with myself right now. Honestly, there's a part of me that says "I'm up for it." But for a fact, the past still haunts me. I know, it's all about being courageous.. But again, the truth is, I'm still scared. I guess some things are just so hard to explain isn't it?

2010-05-27T21:44:00.004+08:00

.. Let me breathe.

[/EDIT] Added some pictures here (all from Abang Nonet and Kak Iana's Big Day).

Cold Pizzas & Smashed Cake.

2010-05-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

.. Faiz's belated birthday surprise happened on 4th of May (right after our graduation). Went back home for a lil while and get changed. Headed down to Azreen's crib to plan for the birthday surprise and it was definitely a nerve wrecking one please! Faiz is so degil like that, that he wouldn't want to head down to Woodlands (that was our initial plan you see). So we went all the way to Choa Chu Kang to surprise the birthday boy. Glad that despite the changes of plans, we managed to make it into a successful one! Definitely a worthwhile trip to the other side of Singapore, :)

Au Revoir

2010-05-10T02:32:00.002+08:00

I've had never expected that things are moving so quickly.. and the next thing that happened to me was the end of my College East life. I first stepped into the school with a heavy heart and how ironic it can be that I left the school with a heavy heart too. It would be a never ending story if I were to jot all those past days into words. From having a bunch of closest friends to knowing friendly acquaintances/schoolmates and the school itself is the place where I met my first love. Just.. Memories. Despite all the bitter days, I shall say that it's a bliss to know each and everyone of them. Thank you for everything, College East ♥

Busy Bee.

2010-05-08T01:55:00.001+08:00

.. Be right back, with lots of occasions.

A Girlfriend's Surprise

2010-05-02T04:43:00.003+08:00

Pretty overdue pictures from 16th April. Birthday surprise was planned since months ago and the girlfriend was the sweetest ever to make a 3 days 2nights chalet (with a complete set of food catering) for Izwan. And I'm glad to see girlies (full squad) on that day! Few days to Graduation Day and thank god I've gotten myself a full day off. Meet you girls soon and of course UL0804P! ;)

2010-04-26T03:48:00.003+08:00

It's nearing 4 in the morning but I'm still up working on the portfolios. No choice, I just need to push myself even how fatigued I am (get ready for the next few weeks filled with complains & whinings!). Lots of visuals to be up here, like Izwan's Birthday which happened on the 16th, town with the girls and ectera. I don't like the idea to be this busy, especially when you couldn't focus well (Le Sigh) but I guess unexpected things always happened at a time you least expected it to be. Hmm, gonna hit the sack now, and I really hope for better days to come in the future. Insya'Allah, (:

♥

2010-04-23T00:20:00.001+08:00

Happy two years of friendship Girlies!

The Intensity

2010-04-22T23:56:00.001+08:00

I miss this place here where I used to let everything out to make myself feel a whole lot better. If I could go on asking myself with the usual why(s), I would be gladly to do it by all means. But I don't even have the time to know what lies beneath it. And for all the days I'd tolerated and tried to hold on, with hope that the least I should receive was a token of appreciation.. Sigh, I guess I will make a continuation out of this some other day and hopefully it will start off with a better tone. To end this now, I think I'm just plainly unlucky to be that unlucky.

Sunday Afternoon

2010-04-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

The girls woke me up at around 9 in the morning (last resort was to call my house and asked my mum to wake me up, such a clever idea huh haha) and our initial plan was to head to Ubin for a cycling session but instead we decided to cycle at East Coast Park. Breakfast at Macdees and off we went to cycle for approximately two hours. Breaks in between the two hours and I swear I really enjoyed the scenery there. Perfectly Beautiful please! So anyway, proceed to some arcade games before making our way down to Kallang Leisure Park for a bowling session. And lastly dinner over at Ayam Penyet Ria (TM's Kopitiam). More of outing(s) like this soon alright? ;D And perhaps let's wait for this one fine day for myself to have a boyfriend (which is not any sooner though, Lol!) and that makes the number 6 just perfect for any outings (:

Meet Me Halfway

2010-04-11T21:36:00.005+08:00

.. Friends who have made my Sunny Sunday filled with laughter and smiles <3

Little Rascals & Cutie Pies!

2010-04-03T04:37:00.002+08:00

A field trip to the zoo with the K2s on last Tuesday. It was my first time handling the kids outside the classroom and I guess the screaming really paid off. Was glad that they did listen to my instructions well, and instead of their naturally mischievous behaviour, they actually behaved better the other day at the zoo. So the main objective for the field trip was to visit the Fragile Forest since they are currently learning the theme, Creepy Crawlies in school. And I swear I was practically shouting together with the kids at the Fragile Forest. Tsk much! Next field trip would be to the museum!

Genuine Happiness

2010-04-03T03:54:00.010+08:00

.. Last Saturday. Went to Zyta's ex-student birthday party in the evening and afterwhich make our way down to arab street. Had a good time laughing our hearts out at Nabins and ended our day at Mc Cafe, Downtown. & I just wanna say that I love you girls alot (muah muah), thank you for making my past days filled with happiness and laughters!

Last Sunday was then spent fruitfully with the family. I'd always love how wedding occasions like this had make us closer (which definitely stop us away from our own busy mode). Next wedding function would be up on May, and I'm very much looking forward to it! ;)

2010-03-30T01:36:00.002+08:00

Spent my Saturday with two of my favourite girls and Sunday was spent together with the family. I had a great weekend and pictures will be up next. As for now I needta force myself to sleep (like seriously). Going to the zoo with the little rascals/cutie pies later & I have to reach work by 7:40 AM! Damn, I just hate the need to wake up in the morning please! Sheesh. Alright, Goodnight Goodnight!

Meet my Twinnie!

2010-03-21T22:32:00.007+08:00

My Saturday started as early as 9 in the morning. Had a hard time in waking up (lol, what's new) and reached work 45 minutes late. Cleared all those unused things and clean all the toys that are filled with dust all around! Managed to put up some props for the upcoming term theme which is 'Creepy Crawlies'. Ended work and rushed home to get changed. Met Azreen at Town for a retail therapy (or more likely watch hunting!) and I should thank her for being patient with me.. From one shop to another plus me being so fickle-minded but thank god I'm not empty handed by the end of it because I will definitely sulk if I didn't get anything that I want. And yes, I started to have this fetish for watches this year that I will never get bored looking at any gorgeous watches over and over again! Next up will be one of the A|X new collection (all veh pretty please especially that particular white timepiece!). So anyhoos, had our dinner over at Ayam Penyet Ria (never get bored of the food there huh!) and proceeded to ION's Coffee Bean for a chatting session <3

10 years of you & me

2010-03-21T03:12:00.001+08:00

It's always the act of our own initiative to keep in touch that have made the 10 years of you and me going on. From my fat meal to roaming around town & getting wet to having fondue at Andersen's on a cold night and ended the day with what most girls would always love that is, camwhoring! - Simple yet lovely, [:

T.G.I FRIDAY?

2010-03-20T03:54:00.004+08:00

Haven't had a proper meet up with her for years, and finally, the plan date did happen. More pictures from yesterday's meet-up soon and as for now I really need to get some sleep. Wouldn't want to be a complete zombie while doing spring cleaning later on! Yes it sucks to come back on a Saturday but since the PAP centre was undergoing some flooring renovation from last week till yesterday, the teachers had no choice but to burn their Saturday at school cleaning and setting up anything/everything for the upcoming term. Till then, Goodnight!

2010-03-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

Caiirrrr please! I'm a sucker for anything acoustic!

Enjoi the Breeze

2010-03-14T20:46:00.001+08:00

I'm loving the weather for the past two days. I swear all I want to do is to lie on my bed and rest as much as I can but I just couldn't avoid my Sunday routine (before Ma starts nagging from a to z) which is 'House Cleaning'. Watching Transformers on Channel 5 right now and I'm still contemplating whether I should fulfill my cravings later. Too lazy to even get myself dress up, maybe I should probably walk out of the house with my pyjamas (done that for quite a few times actually, and always ended up bumping into a lot of people that I know, -_-"). And! Hello friends, can we have any proper outing(s) soon? We need to take many pictures together as soon as possible please! Miss each and everyone of you but everyone is busy with their work. How about ditching work together? Fat hope! Heh

Dear mommy

2010-03-08T02:32:00.007+08:00

Approximately to 3 in the morning and I'm not asleep yet! Gonna have a hard time in keeping myself awake at work later. Miss staying up till the next morning and slept my way through the afternoon, but it's okay, seeing myself working in this teaching environment defintely helps me in being on time (although I'm still late for a few minutes but hey I'm improving! heh). Last but not least, Happy 47th birthday Ma! You can be the nicest and the worst, but no matter what I will always love you! Forever & ever.

Danish's 2nd!

2010-03-08T02:12:00.002+08:00

Thought it's going to be a stay home day on Sunday but Ma told me that since I'm not working I can tagged along to Danish's 2nd birthday party at Aloha. Not much of a camwhore day (that explained the two pictures) since we came in late and by the time we reached there, everyone's mood to take pictures is no longer there. So anyway, the party was simple and it's like one of those catching up days with the cousins and that's all that matters to me, [:

Bitter Tea Session

2010-03-06T20:57:00.008+08:00

It's either I've been too busy with work, or the enthusiasm in blogging lost halfway through while I'm in it (and always ended up deleting all the draft posts, tsk). Pretty much the same ol routine for every week, be that from waking up early and off to work from 9am to 5pm on every weekdays. Been feeding myself with all those junk food from the bubbletea shop near my workplace that sell cheese fries and seaweed chicken (which are my current addiction btw). Been shouting like hell too, eversince I took over the K2 class and today's tea session with the parents was err, horrendous. I was extremely nervous that I stumbled through my words each time I tried to explain what their children had been doing/learning/studying for the current term. In the first place, I shouldn't be the one doing the talking, like seriously please! I only taught the class for like three days and bomb! I was told to do that - Making a speech in front of the children's parents! Unreasonable but it's okay, it's over, :]. Despite all the glitches, I've been feeling rather cheery lately with a complete set of good jokes, retail therapy and welcoming my bb (no more teasing from my friends about the infrared eversince the day my cybershot died on me and I had to settle down with an ugly nokia 7260). Pathetic much okay! haha. So anyways, went to town yesterday and don't mind my-from-morning-to-night-shagged-face, I don't feel fresh or even look fresh by the time I'm done with work. Totally drained out but it was nice to have a short girls time with my reens, <3

Cutest Girl Alive!

2010-03-04T02:06:00.001+08:00

.. With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, wont you say you love me too!

Death

2010-02-28T20:32:00.004+08:00

Ma: Ira duduk rumah dan jangan lupa kemas rumah,
mak nak gi tgk Pak Ngah, Pak Ngah da tgh tenat

Me: Okay, ira kemas rumah nanti, Pak Ngah kat rumah mane?

Ma: Pak Ngah kat blk tampines, ni Mak nak jln kaki gi sana.

.. 30 minutes later I received a phone call from Ma and she told me that Pak Ngah (Ma's elder brother) had passed away. I'm out of words, and I hate the part when each death news had always been too sudden to hear. Although I'm never close to him, I always see him as someone respectful and he's indeed a soft spoken man with lots of patience.

Workaholic

2010-02-28T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hello world, I don't know where to begin now, hmm. Okay perhaps the only thing I'm very busy with is work. Ninewest is in a mess (especially the arrangement of shoes). I can go on cursing each time I need to find a pair of shoes that's not written in the paper shelf and ended up lying to the customer that 'the size(s) she wanted is unavailable'. Nevertheless I'm still surviving well though I'm very much shagged to the extent of not bathing for that particular night (that's a rarity or perhaps a never coming from me!) with the computer and lights on. Work in the morning with Zaleta is by far one of the best working experiences in my life. Of course things would be so much livelier having her around at work, ;D It's a Sunday today and finally.. an off day for me.

One Love.

2010-02-28T00:33:00.004+08:00

Can anybody help me? I'm outta plans
Guess I left my world in somebody's hands
I don't like to hurt but, but everyone gets weak
Someone to rely on that's what I really need

~~Now here we stay, it's all that we're worth~~
I've been through the pain and

been dragged through the dirt
Whatever they tell you were bigger than words
I've been where you're standing, I know how it hurts

Natural Disaster

2010-02-22T01:51:00.001+08:00

A totally sincere and heartfelt video (I was holding back my tears when I saw the state of the people at Haiti). If I think I went through a lot of mishaps/bad luck or even complaining about how little things work in my life, how about the people there? It's nothing near to that and that motivate me so well to appreciate every single thing & moment in my life. May God bless them with good health and a better life.

Hey Babygirl ♥

2010-02-21T06:47:00.004+08:00

Fifteen minutes to 7 in the morning and I'm not asleep yet. I have no idea where all this energy come from because I don't seem to be sleepy! So anyways, the main point of all is, I miss my niece so much. Looking at her current pictures (from abg's & sis in law's facebook) makes me wanna travel down to MacPherson right now! I just have this thing going on with kids. Lurve to interact with kids so much, lurve how their cute faces could simply brighten up my day and kids are definitely my best source of laughter! Okay this is so not helping, I need to sleep but I can't sleep. How?

Children Room & Shoes Lovers.

2010-02-21T05:38:00.003+08:00

The trip to town on last Friday was an impromptu one (don't mind my after work/shagged face, was out from 8.30 in the morning you see). Thought we gonna hang around Tampines/Downtown after going to school but decided to head down to Town since the new manager asked Azreen and I to come down at Taka. Yes, I'm working back at 9west together with Azreen. Two jobs occupying my time now, nice :] Been wanting to keep myself real busy with anything and I guess work is the way out. Back to Friday's story, dinner over at Ayam Penyet Ria (thank god nothing went wrong! no more wrong order like extra rice or wrong bakso because I'm not the one who wrote on the order form, heh), did a quick shopping and walked aimlessly around town. Took a bus from Far East and alighted at Esplanade. Chingay rehearsal and some cny performances/event going on last Friday. Decided to settle down at the outdoor theatre instead of the usual One Fullerton because the three of us were plainly lazy to walk over there and that wrapped up my day for Friday.

2010-02-20T19:09:00.002+08:00

Gonna stay in and let's go for a movie marathon for the whole of tonight, ;D

Slackiest Day

2010-02-17T01:15:00.004+08:00

Had my shower, grabbed the first set of clothes and shorts I saw in my wardrobe and went out w/o a single make-up. Met these girls for a short chatting session yesterday and yes, we were at Tampines again. Gosh, we need to breathe the air of town as soon as possible please. I'm getting bored of my hometown. Okay that feeling gonna be a while because when we are tired of heading to town, we will be back to our chilling sessions here. Working today at 9 in the morning and I'm still not sleeping because I've yet to complete my project, -_-". Gonna head down to school after work and send my final report. Looking forward to see all those cutie pies today and I better get going, take my shower and finish up the last 20 percent of my project. Goodnight y'all!

You're the Man.

2010-02-16T04:46:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm so bored

2010-02-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

My blog's so dry now and it's definitely lack of visuals. Plainly because I'm lazy to upload more pictures and at the same time the girls and I had been chilling around Tampines or Downtown in our slackiest outfits ever (especially yours truly loh). Makes me kinda miss town now, or one fullerton or anything else except for neighbourhood places. So anyways, gonna assist one teacher and her class at Zaleta's Centre for a week (which starts this Wednesday) and I should prolly start searching for a job. The thought of staying at home for every single day is definitely not a veh good idea. The whole family is sick now. It started off with Afan, transmitted to me then Pak. Ma should be getting the sickness soon. I still haven't finish my IA project btw (yes, I choose to submit it late rather than passing up a work that is not near to my perfection) but damn, I left it halfway. I should start doing it after this! I guess my blogging vibe is deteriorating for a while and more updates can be found at my twitter and tumblr (could easily reblogged random quotes or pretty pictures with a short saying and tadaa, POST). But I know I can never leave this place.. There were quite a few times I tried to shift the whole concept thing to livejournal, wordpress, and even onsugar but eventually I'm back here again. Okay, I'm craving for so many food right now and hate the part where all the zits start to appear (which also means red light is coming). Be prepare for cloudy days in time to come. Till then, goodnight :D

2010-02-15T05:49:00.000+08:00

Missing you Baby.

Memories

2010-02-14T19:10:00.001+08:00

Goodbye on the 14th

2010-02-14T04:07:00.007+08:00

Watched 'Valentine's Day' with Zyta yesterday (totally last minute) and I rate it 10/10! I lurve how love works in every single way in this story! I don't mind catching it for the 234567th time! Heh Makes me wanna fall in love once again, but I just teared moments ago, how? It's heartbreaking, but I just need to learn how to move on and he can carry on with his lies over and over again. Why I even miss my first love and his presence, when I bet he's having one helluva good life out there? Yea.. So anyways valentine's day is here, I guess lovely plans are all up for the couples out there :] Reminiscing those past valentine's days, I think secondary school days are the cutest! Girls carrying roses, boys and their secret plans - To surprise their dates/girlfriends/the girl they like by putting lovely gifts secretly during recess time at the girls' class desks. Haha, tsk miss those days! 2009 was spent with Zyta, 2008 was spent working my ass off at Swensen's serving all the couples, 2007 was spent at home, playing minesweeper with the ex boyfriend and confessed a whole junk of love towards each other, 2006 was a hatred day during vday, lol and 2005 was the only year I celebrated vday outside together with the exboyfriend. I have such a good memory loh, and that's why I could recall all that very well, heh. yea, I'm writing now to make myself feel better. I just gotta pick myself up, no one else, but by my own. On a different note, happy love day to all, :]

Room Cleaning

2010-02-09T18:26:00.001+08:00

Since I was busy with attachment for the past four freaking months, I've never had the time to really clear all those unnecessary things in my room, change the curtain & bedsheet (Ma helped me out in this for the past months, gotta thank her for that!) and I gotta change all the outdated pictures above (the last time I changed it was during raya 2009) soon. Taking a break right now and will proceed to the other areas of the house after this. Woah, My back is aching and I'm perspiring like crazyyy. Ma's so happy to see her daughter cleaning the house without being told, lol!

Say Cheeezzze!

2010-02-09T01:32:00.009+08:00

Good Monday feeling all cheery! I don't have to worry about having a Monday Blues at work anymore, heh but I foresee one sleepless night coming on this Thursday (stressing myself out over IA project and forever be the last minute person). Deadline is on this coming Friday at 5pm, and I still have a long way to go.. Better get going and be focus please. Gotta push myself real hard, and yes! this is the final hurdle yea. Goodnight y'all!

2010-02-09T01:06:00.003+08:00

Been occupying my nights with different kind of music genres (and most of them were from the past years). Tonight is Busta Rhymes night btw and wooooppp! I lurveeee this song back then that I would always repeat it over and over again! :]

Double Choc w Darn Gd Brownie

2010-02-07T06:29:00.004+08:00

Been spending my days over at Downtown, or more likely Mc Cafe. Several fail attempts in completing our IA project but I guess taking a few breaks from all that wouldn't be any harm. I mean, attachment is over isn't it and we should celebrate it with all those free days given. But of course I should remind myself that IA project is not over yet which also means I'm not done with school. So, I'm pampering myself with more sleeps and I need to clear all those ugly dark rings please. I need to get myself back to business, and jog like crazy. Yes, I mean it. There's so much things that I need to do and I'm probably gonna do some volunteering work (some good deeds that I would like to do for 2010) Hopefully it's still on and keep me up to date Jamie! On a different note, Nabiil randomly texted me the other day when I was late for work and said "I bet you're late for work." Laughed/Smiled automatically when i received that message (how sweet, he still remember my characters, habits and such even though we're away from each other for quite some time). Can't denied, he does know me quite well other than my first true love who's not even true after all. Same ol him. Well what to do, some people just won't change and I have to keep on adapting to that kind of situation. Thank god I'm independent enough that I don't depend on him or stucked with him just because he knows me well and I'm very much comfortable with him. Fuck my first love very much (even though there's some good memories from it), but I guess good things will come to those who wait. What goes around comes around, :]

Farewell Griffin

2010-02-07T04:47:00.004+08:00

.. 6pm, & that was when everything ended.

MUSE

2010-02-07T04:36:00.003+08:00

.. The first song I heard from them when I was 15 & I'd never get tired of hearing it. Who doesn't love Muse? They're ze best!

2010-02-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

.. Definitely not a productive tuesday but nevertheless had a good time with Azreen and Nadiah over at Downtown. I'm left with a day and I'm done with attachment. The saddest part of it is that I'm not going to see SBPP anymore! The last time I had a crush on someone was like in 2008?!

Stop logbook-ing, & hello webcammie!

2010-02-01T03:14:00.000+08:00

.. Okay we girls need a break for a while you see, and that's when webcam came in handy!

Part I of IA Project

2010-02-01T03:00:00.002+08:00

Should probably head to the Library/Mc Cafe/Starbucks/Coffee Bean for a more productive day rather than staying at home getting all distracted. Gonna be busy like a bee in the upcoming days. First up would definitely be the unfinished logbook, *shrugs.

2010-01-31T05:27:00.003+08:00

.. Look at Rain! *Melts. It's 5:30 AM now and I'm feeling so random that I decided to listen to korean songs at this hour!

2nd Home : The Library

2010-01-31T04:40:00.003+08:00

As always, I was late to meet Nadiah and Mahirah yesterday. Proceed to esplanade library and did our logbook. I think my hardworking mode totally struck me that I managed to complete 6 pages but I still have like 10 pages more to go? Ya I know, tsk much. Didn't chat that much during our time at the library (which is of course a good thing for the three of us!). Stayed there till 9pm and after which had our dinner over at kfc. Nadiah left early to meet her boyfriend and the two of us decided to catch a live music performance by some jazz band. Pretty lovely to listen to, and completed our day there before heading back home. Then came to a part where I met.. Aisyyahhhhhhhhhhh Eshhhaaaaaaa! Saw her from the back and shouted her name loudly. Both of us were like 50 metres away, and remained still for a few seconds (no idea how to react you see!) Sprint (hahaha kidding) towards each other and hugged her tightly! Damn you girl, you lost so much weight. Envy much! So she was from her percussion training and was heading back home too. Catched up with her throughout our journey back home.. It's a good thing that you're staying in Pasir Ris which also means if the next time we bumped into each other we can always go back home bersama-sama, heh. Even though we don't meet that much, or once in a blue moon, I will always treasure our 10 years of friendship you know. Thank you for the letter (with hello kitty all over, we just love hello kitty so much back then in our primary school days don't we! haha) you sent me a few weeks ago. Meet up soon, one day :] For now, I think I'm going to complete two pages of my logbook before I hit the sack.

Favourite Food

2010-01-31T00:46:00.004+08:00

erangullia@blogspot.com says:
hahaha jyeah
tk sabar ni nak serbu cafe 1
nasi ayam creeam cheese dier ni
hahaha
adi fabunacci says:
sori to rain on ur parade
but dat shop da close down
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
....................................................................
are u serious...................................................................
adi fabunacci says:
.................................................................
...................................................yes...
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
oh my god...
adi fabunacci says:
its like 2wks ago...
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
sedih pe!!!!!! u noe semua tgk look forward sia......................
why close!!!!!
adi fabunacci says:
skool baru bukak.. the nx time i noe ... DA TIADA
cos usually makan at cafe 2... skali skala i kempunan nk nasi ayam
sekali suar tol da tutop
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
sedih sia
i kempunan like giler2...
i always eat there
makcik da smpi hafal seh

.. I'm so eggcited for school and one part of it is because of the nasi ayam cream cheese but the shop just had to close down when I'm not back in school yet! Seriously, hampa banyak. Makcikkkk where are you? I need your Nasi ayam cream cheese satu, bahagian peha, cream cheese lebihh dan sambal sikit.. That's how detail and fussy I am (especially when it comes to food) and that's what I always order loh, :[

Dear John, you're the best.

2010-01-29T01:34:00.002+08:00

I'm definitely 100 percent sure going to watch this movie! By far, the best trailer I've seen for the past months. Just look at Channing Tatum! He's so hot, so sweet, so.. everything that's nice. Back to the reality world, there's no such existence of a guy like John loh. So anyways watched Tooth Fairy with Zaleta yesterday. Love that cute girl, and the rock's new line, "Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" Definitely worth your time and penny!

Hey! Intro

2010-01-26T14:44:00.006+08:00

Ma called me up while I'm on my way to Zyta's house yesterday. I thought that she was going to start all her usual nagging(s) for god-knows-what-reasons (not really in good terms with Ma lately) but..

Ma: Ira, tlg check kan mak kasut
Me: Kasut ape ma nak?
Ma: Kasut Jogging, Mak nyer da buruk nak beli baru
Me: Ma nak kasut jogging utk ape?
Ma: Mak skrg nak gi jogging lepas maghrib stiap hari
Me: Haha, okay nanti ira check kan ma k
Ma: Pastu Ira le jogging ngn mak sekali

.. That's how unpredictable my ma's mood is! Seriously she's like so damn cute yesterday. I think my ma should stop being angry for every single day, later cepat tua loh ma! Heh On a different note, I had a good time playing dress-up with the favourite girls at Zyta's house yesterday. We should do that more often alright! Will update about it soonnn. And..

So funny please! I mean like seriously, boys can never get away with their pick-up lines (Nadiah and I were at the office yesterday and we planned to comment this malaysian guy at the same time, haha) and what's worst was when he thought that Hougang and Tampines are at Sabah. Ya right!!

2010-01-24T16:02:00.006+08:00

Met the busy lady at Town yesterday. She was late for an hour (and she said that now I know how it feels like to wait for people that long, lol!). I know how it feels like okay.. There's quite a few times and one example was when I waited for someone like 2 hours, 31 minutes, 46 seconds (yes that detailed because it was our first month together and that's why I remembered it so well, haha secondary school love days zzzzz). So anyway, back to the story.. Never like walking at town on a Saturday. Massive crowds everywhere especially at 313! Had our dinner over at Ayam Penyet Ria again and I swear I won't write anything at the order paper anymore. The last time I went there, I ticked the wrong bakso, and yesterday I wrote 2 under the column which stated "Extra Rice". And when the food arrived, Zaleta and I confidently thought that the food were sent to the wrong table. Check the receipt and there you go.. Even the waiter couldn't stop laughing. Tsk!! After dinner, continued walking around town and got tired of it. I suggested to chill at Esplanade since I miss the atmosphere there so much. Make our way down to City Hall, and although the place were infested with young teens with big group, I still like the atmosphere there the best. The crowds were not as bad as Town and it's definitely much more peaceful! Ended our day at Clarke Quay and had our usual chats before hailing a cab back home. Both of us were damn shagged especially Zaleta who was out for school at 7.30 in the morning. Yes, definitely a bad camera day loh, and that's why we didn't camwhore like always. Alright I gotta vacuum the house now, and please I should motivate myself to jog later! Have a lovely Sunday everyone! :]

Blur Sotong!

2010-01-24T15:39:00.005+08:00

eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
anyway
sumpah sia reen
next time klau gi ayam penyet ria
jgn suruh aku ticked order paper
hahahahha
kau tahu smlm aku ticked ape
TWO EXTRA RICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHA
Reenee. says:
hahahahah
two extra rice?
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
ah2 siak
Reenee. says:
acerly kau nak ticked ape?
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
kalakar bodoh
hahahah
tk ah
aku ingat like
ayam penyet tu tkde nasi
HAHAHAHA
bodoh kan!!!
Reenee. says:
-.-
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
KAU TGK REEN
hahahahahahahahhaha
SIALLAH malu siak
da mcm org sepuluh tahun tk mkn

Reenee. stopped sharing photos

You stopped sharing photos

Reenee. says:
HAHAAHAHAHAHA
padahal kau dah mkn kat situ
brape byk kali
hahahha
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
exactly!!!!

.. -____________________-"!!!

The 1st

2010-01-24T02:47:00.005+08:00

Way back in 2008. The very first video (couldn't rotate it 90 degrees anti-clockwise and that explains the slanted view) we recorded together and.. looking at this makes me miss school even more. I can't believe that I'm out from school pretty soon, :[ Side track a little bit, it's been such a long time since I last tied my hair up and have that kind of side bangs (as shown in the video).. Hmm, how about another round of haircut?

Malay Language

2010-01-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

to end a tuesday says:
cemburu.
tsk
well. its only wednesday.hauahauha
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
hahaha
im imagining u saying cemburu
hahaha
tsk
yaaa
tskk
ure not worknig right tmrw?
to end a tuesday says:
is pronounce as gem right
im havin trouble with the front part.
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
nope2
to end a tuesday says:
no meh
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
like chem
eh no no
to end a tuesday says:
serm
serm bu ru
right!
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
hahaha no!!!
cem
like cem ah
hahaha
to end a tuesday says:
ssssss em
haha
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
no jamie!
thats sounds funny sia
ssss em
hahaha
to end a tuesday says:
ok wait, s- alary and c-elery sounds the same
haha
ok im gettin tongue tied
hahaa
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
hahaha
to end a tuesday says:
i cant pronounce soup btw
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
okla, seemburu
to end a tuesday says:
haha
haha.!

.. Told Jamie the other day that the word 'Jealous' in Malay is 'Cemburu'. But I failed to help him in pronouncing the word 'Cemburu' correctly which ended up with the word 'Sermburu'!

Lolli Lolli.. (2008)

2010-01-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

.. Was browsing through the old music folder and found this song! Reminds me of the very first video that the girls and I did with this song as the background music. And also found 'the keluang man song' which Sethy/Salam sent me back then in 2008 (when he saw the keluangwoman photo of mine, ya rigght)! Wait, I think all the songs in the folder were from my 2008 playlists. Wow, lots of memories are dashing through my mind now, seriously. I even found the tears song in it too. Hmm.. Somehow niceee, somewhat ugly. Alright, I'm off to sleep now. Goodnight y'all!

Sinful Sweets

2010-01-18T17:07:00.005+08:00

Nadiah and I were very restless and extremely sleepy that we decided to grab some tidbits at the canteen. Got myself the all time favourite chocolate, Cadbury(Black Forest) and just minutes ago we were talking about all the sweet stuffs we feel like having right now. So I showed her a picture of a brownie on a stick which looks absolutely yummeh..

Me: Nad, kau tgk sedap pe this brownie.
Nad: Tknk, I want Fried Mars Balls!!
Me: Ape kau balls, its bars la!
Nad: Aku mane tahu, aku mkn tunjuk gmbr je, den kan the benda round2, so aku ckp ball.
Me: HAHAHAHA, tkmo confident eh ckp balls!

.. That's how bored we are right now that we decided to open up different kind of topics and one of it was food issue! Not only that, both of us were practically running, singing and laughing along our way to the canteen. Goodness, I'm so sleepy right now! But I'm still thinking about food heh. Meeting the girls later for Pie Kia, Paddlepop ice cream, Frolick maybe? Just couldn't stop eating.. Shall blame it on the advanced PMS thing huh! 1 hour more to go.. Yay

Growing Cheeks!

2010-01-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

.. See! My Cheeks! I think I should stop eating my heart out each time I'm stress up. It's causing a lot of weight on my face. Geez I hate having unnecessary fats on my cheeks please! I seriously need to stop right now but here I am craving for paddlepop ice cream and other sweet stuffs like Mrs Field's double fudge brownies and Frolick. Aiya.

Favourite Playground

2010-01-17T22:08:00.001+08:00

Came out with this 'Girlies Plans List' since we are busy with attachment that we don't have time to have any proper outing(s). And one of the plan is to the beach. As usual the late queens would always be the late queens. Nothing new from Azreen and I that we arrived late and I have to drag Mahirah in it since she had to wait for me at Tampines (Sorry for being late from time to time). Meet the rest at habourfront, bought food and made our way down to Sentosa. The scorching hot sun, sunblock, the cold water, naps, music, pretty boys & girls, unknown friends, shared problems, mood swings, never ending laughters, jokes, and camwhoring. Not forgetting the flasher part! You know, clever flashers would be at Sentosa because they could freely wear their swimming trunks anywhere they like there. The girls and I were pretty much disgusted that all of us just couldn't stop eeeeeeeeeeeeeee-ing all the way.. Pretty funny too actually, haha. Out from sentosa before 9pm, had our dinner over at BK and then back home. Next! Ice Skating at Leisure park alright? ;D

Happy Twenty-Four!

2010-01-17T18:06:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Kak Fareeda's 24th birthday last Friday. Had our dinner at Seoul Garden, Ngee Ann City and ended us up feeling real full and all bloated up! Roamed around town for a while and did a last minute shopping. Great to know that we're close with the big sisters at Griffin. With people like them around make our attachment days so much livelier! :]

Happiness is a choice

2010-01-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

Decided to give work a miss today. I've been going through an emotional roller coaster ride for the past weeks and I guess it's taking a huge toll on me. Need to run away from it that badly. Headed down to the clinic in the morning and ended up getting a lecture from the doctor. Yes, I didn't went for the specialist appointment last week and of course I regretted for ditching it. I'd never take my health that seriously, so me being me thought that my ruptured eardrum would heal by itself. And there you go.. Despite knowing that I still don't feel too good with the current condition of my ear, I totally ignored the fact about it. Till last Monday when the construction at my workplace (with all those drilling and such) took place which then made me realised that I should meet a doctor right away, start taking care about my health seriously and! Especially after seeing these..

A healthy ear drum - note the pink, healthy look

A burst ear drum - notice the raw, inflamed look
which also denotes an infection

.. I should seriously stop being ignorant please! The internal/external causes were pretty much annoying like hell. 1. I just couldn't stand noises to the core, this could definitely make me angry for invalid reasons! 2. The discharges started to flow out especially each time I heard noises. 3. Tinnitus and a tick! sound each time I drink. Irritating much? Tsk. Well I guess I have to live with it and wait till the 26th for another scheduled appointment. Back to today's story.. After going to the clinic, headed down to abg's place and had a heart to heart talk with sis in law. Felt so much better after letting it all out to her. She would always be the best :] Spent the rest of my time there playing with Kisya (xoxo), watched dvds and order Arnolds (eat my heart out like seriously!). A day there definitely defused my mind away from all the traumatic thoughts (which shall remain unknown right here at blogger). For all I know, happiness is a choice. True, I'm at my weakest state but I believe trying to be happy is the least I should do now. Suck it up, suck it up and keep on sucking it up. I can cry for hours and ended up with swollen eyes or keep on blabbering how fucked up life is now or even keep on saying that life is so unfair but then again that's my reality and I can't avoid it isn't it. I'm analysing my life all over again and that's me - Hide it well, again [:

Hula Girl & Co.

2010-01-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

The beautiful birthday girl, pretty cupcakes, deliciously good food, different kind of games, and of course the best company all around. The cd player came in handy when the girls and I decided to bring it along to the beach.. Dancing and laughing our hearts out. That was definitely the best part of the night when we girls just couldn't get enough of each other (to be happy, simply like that). Although the wind totally ruined our nicely curly hair (most of us decided to curl our hair using the curler-thong but the curls soon faded away as we reached at the located area, tsk how sad please) and some of the decorations were left undone since the wind was way too strong that we were unable to put it all up. Well, despite all the glitches, I'm sure all of us had one helluva good night! I just love all those kind of cute birthday events with a theme given or planning for any birthday surprises. :D

Theme : Hawaii

2010-01-10T04:30:00.006+08:00

.. 090110. Zaleta's 20th birthday party was simply lovely! More update(s) about it soon.. I need to get some sleep now. Goodnight lovelies! PS: There's something about you that makes me decided to stay on, but it's not going well any longer. Things have changed, isn't it? And it's time for me to adapt, again. I miss you.

Short-term Words

2010-01-06T00:34:00.003+08:00

Reenee. says:
aku main2 lah
alamak
anw, nak tahu tak bps?
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
pri sch kau kan!!!!!!!
Reenee. says:
no
budak pekak sebelah
hahahahahahahaha
kidding lah girl.
dont take it too heart
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
siak ah ni
fy
fml, pekak sbelah
hahahahha
Reenee. says:
hhahahahahaha
kptmkmm
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
ape sia tu!!!!!
Reenee. says:
____________________.
hahahahahaha
cb
hahahaha
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
ape sia tu!!!!!!!!!
Reenee. says:
faham tak?

..I'm still laughing for all the short-term words okay! I know, I'm BPS eh reen(confident habes ingat primary school kau)! Hahaha. :]

FML < BML

2010-01-05T23:07:00.001+08:00

FML, ever since I was left alone at Balestier(Nadiah was being transferred back to Changi since they needed more manpower there). Was not in the best mood yesterday and couldn't stop saying FML but hell yeah I need to get over it. But I guess I should say BML more often since it wasn't that bad or in fact not bad at all! BML! My pay came in earlier than the others, he he he. The big sisters are always there for me, and I had a good time with Kak Liana when we were out to exchange D/O at Bukit Batok. Encountered funny shits like how we saw one stray dog.. then followed by another two stray dogs. FML.. for that moment please! Had dinner with the girlies for both yesterday and today. On the other side of the story, I'm sorry if I was too firm just now but I hope you get what I mean. We want the best for you. Cheer up and be strong Nadiah :] Thank god not much of FML(I just love saying these 3 words everywhere, anywhere! Hehh) but Bless My Life, very much(for today).

Productivity Level Up

2010-01-03T05:13:00.005+08:00

I must say that yesterday was indeed a tiring and yet productive day. Surprisingly the both of us didn't complain or whine that much of how tired we were and such. You see, both of us know each other very well that we just hate walking or standing up for a very long time and always ended up doing things halfway. But we went all the way just for yesterday! So kudos for that! Heh. Travelled from VivoCity to Little India to Bugis to Town to search for all the necessary things for the upcoming birthday party. Birthday decorations, flowers, balloons, game prizes, bubbles, clothes and a few others all tick on the list! I hope we didn't miss out some, but you can always count on me to shop for the left out items again. I want you to have the best 20th birthday party, and to be the happiest girl for the day alright? ;] After all that, headed down to Ayam Penyet Ria for a fulfilling dinner(which is definitely just right for us huh!). Feeling all bloated up, chill for a while and decided to call it a day.

As we bid farewell to 2009..

2010-01-02T02:30:00.002+08:00

.. When the clock strikes 12:00 AM and there we go shouting outside the window. Didn't realise that the camera was still recording! But well, something to look back as a replay of new year's countdown I guess? [:

Love, 2010.

2010-01-01T20:14:00.004+08:00

Happy 2010!

365 - 364 = 1

2009-12-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

It's past 12 midnight and today marks the 364th day for 2009. The girls are probably having one helluva good time partying(for the last time in 2009) tonight but here I am, blogging. Why? Because I'm working from 9am to 6pm tomorrow! Yes, there's no half day for Griffin(!!!) Damn sad please, but what to do, tsk. No plans up yet for new year eve so I guess I'll just wait and see what's in store for me later. Goodnight.

What's that called?

2009-12-30T23:43:00.005+08:00

2010.. There's always a time to adapt to changes, but when will you really start to adapt that well? There's always a time to stand up for yourself but then again, why are you still living inside the shell? There's a time when you wanted to get away so badly, but why you choose to stay? There's a time when you know the utmost truth(s), but you thought ignorance is bliss. There's always a time in everything, but when? ..For now, there's no time for me to commit, no time to wait, no time to care because look ahead, there's a time when you will have this one time to feel what's the real thing again and that's when the time you will care about.. love. And that time doesn't come often. It may take years , but definitely worthwhile. Just 19, no rush and let the long journey begins.

Love, 2009? I won't regret for every single thing that had happened this year and it was definitely one of a bittersweet drama. Fell for the wrong boy and ended up in a love triangle. Received all kind of profanities/discrimination and hatred from a stranger(s). Holding grudges, but deep down it doesn't stay long and for the fact, it's gone. But I know it's unforgettable for both parties. Making mistakes and learned from it. Went separate ways, and came back. Having doubts here and there. Never change, always the confused boy. Second set of drama which was beyond unexpected - The boy likes a close friend of mine, which was indeed the biggest blow for the year. Remain quiet, pretend hard. Suck everything up.. which definitely took most of my time to swallow that awful part. Never blame him because feelings do change but I just need you to admit it for once. Decided to open up. Contacted someone you know and there you go getting all fucked up. Fought almost every time we talk about him. Got tired and let him go. And there you go fading away again.. Still the confused boy as ever(or maybe not for 2010?) Whatever it is, don't worry if you think you're hurting me by going away again because just so you know, I'm not waiting. You have all the time to search/feel for the right one, because I believe if it's meant to be, it will always be but if it's not, then let it be. If there's no love, we can always be friends like we used to promise. Or not.. because the fact is, friends do come and go. That's a harsh reality we have to know. My views may be wrong, but pardon me because I'm still learning to master the art of growing up. Just maybe I'm still too young to understand what's the real thing all about(or not). You know, sometimes things happened unexpectedly, like that. Who knows I might fall in love within the next few days? Possible, not!

Cotton Wool

2009-12-27T17:16:00.003+08:00

Feels like complaining right here, right now! Argh, I fucking fucking hate the need to put cotton wool inside my left ear during bathing. I had totally forgotten to put it inside the left ear yesterday and fugggg it hurts alot. Tsk, I hate this so much..

Happy 3 friends

2009-12-27T05:30:00.003+08:00

Headed to town yesterday and decided to make a move to One Fullerton since we just couldn't stand the crowds there. That's the only reason why I hate town so much and always prefer to chill at One Fullerton instead. So yeap, usual chatting session with the reens(feeling all hyped up, all smiley, all chirpy) which then ended us up with all those nonsensical/candid photos. We should start taking proper pictures the next time please! (no more sengetzx faces, or mata juling faces and on and on) Nevertheless, thank you my reens for making me all smiley! I can't possibly be all down every single day right? :]

The Big 10.

2009-12-27T02:27:00.007+08:00

Talking about 2010, I've come up with two new year's resolutions:

1. Always have this intention to pray but never perform it fully. Yes, very much contradicting(you know like not following certain Islamic rules) but the intention is always there. I know my limits in everything very well and finally, that's one thing I like about myself. On a different note, I should start liking myself more, and stop with this low self esteem shits please! -_-

2. Lose weight, like forever! Oh my god, I've gained too much weight on my face. I is so chubby now, and hate it so much loh. Reen, motivate me to jog please?

Ignorance is Bliss

2009-12-26T05:21:00.000+08:00

The boy is so selengeh like habes in which he dropped his iphone down the toilet bowl(sajak muka hilang number-number chicks, huahuahua). So we had this conversation earlier on..

Him: I need a new phone

Me: Buy a new iphone or repair the old one uh

Him: No I don't want touch screen, menyusahkan hidup org

Silence..

Me: BB!!!!

Him: Ape.. (confident)

Me: What ape, I mean bb as in blackberry la!

Him: Say la blackberry, you said bb..

Me: Yala, bb stands for blackberry!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! :P Anyways, thank you for yesterday, :] Finally! Some fresh air after two days of keeping myself shut in the room. I don't want to keep on resting loh.. On the other side of the story, for all the bad things that just couldn't stop coming in, I will stop putting all my emotions into it since I still have patience by my side. Not forgetting to be ignorant and keep on pretending. Breathe in breathe out. There's more to come, Nadzirah. Face it, and be strong.

Sunday Love!

2009-12-24T05:00:00.004+08:00

.. Last Sunday. Griffin Kinetic's family day cum bowling tournament which was held at Orchid Country Club was a blast. Good place, good food, good company, but of course minus the most irritating clown ever(his jokes were plainly lame please!). The magic show for the kids was rather erm interesting in a way.. Reminds me of how I used to be so amazed with all those kind of magic tricks that the magician did. Love how adorable the kids were, love how the colleagues were out from their work mood, love the day and love the night with the girls at town. Now, this 5 days MC is helping me alot. I'm resting well. Time to hit the sack, goodnight.

Worst Day of 2009.

2009-12-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

I always see myself as someone strong on the surface, but in fact the softest inside. True enough, even the strongest person would crumble one day. And today said it all. It's best to keep it confidential, but the only thing I can say is I'm suffering now. Headed down to the polyclinic and was referred to A & E department at Changi General Hospital since the doctor said my eardrum is broken and there's blood going on and etc. The state I'm in right now is awfully painful. My head hurts alot, my whole body hurts alot and even my heart hurts that much too. Broke down into tears when the doctor confirmed that my eardrum is ruptured. I can't hardly hear using my left ear and the feeling totally sucks. It's being blocked and the doctor himself is unsure of the possibility for me to be cured. And if it's being cured, I would probably be getting side effects from it.. God, I wouldn't want to live in this state. I can't possibly depend on my right ear in years to come. I can't hear well now and I have to avoid water from coming in through the left ear(which also means I can't swim).

I'm traumatised with what took place today but at the same time I'm thankful to have my ma, pak, abg and my sis in law, Kak Ila in my life. A big thank you to Kak Ila for understanding me the best and accompanied me to the clinic and hospital. Of course not forgetting my lovelies. Thank you girlies for the surprise right outside my house, thank you for coming down all the way to my home and comforted me. Thank you Zaleta and Sakinah who have always been there for me throughout this 5/6 years and make your way down here for me(even though Zaleta was supposed to celebrate her mum's birthday and Sakinah wasn't feeling well today). I don't know how to put it into words, but I thank god for letting you people in my life. No words could describe how much I love each and everyone of you. I really love you guys so much, too much and till eternity. *Hugs.

Sigh, and again I'm in tears right now..

This kind of Bliss.

2009-12-21T02:06:00.005+08:00

Had a blissful Sunday despite the fact that it's the first day of menses(which is equivalent to having on & off cramps). More update(s) about yesterday soon. Goodnight lovelies!

Keling Joget

2009-12-20T00:14:00.005+08:00

.. I miss you and Diana and Zaleta and everything that we would do when we meet up(especially playing dress-up with you or following the hindustan dance moves but just couldn't get it right. They're super fast and sleek. Chet.). Tsk, why am I missing so many people now! Super Sad.

S.S.I.T

2009-12-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Wen Shan showed us around the warehouses at work yesterday. Took a couple of pictures for our Industrial Attachment Project and I just realised I've not started anything yet! Better get the engine starts as soon as possible. And yes I'm loving my colleagues at work very much(especially the big sisters there)! Griffin's family day cum bowling tournament tomorrow. Can't wait for it. :]

Μου λείπεις

2009-12-19T18:41:00.001+08:00

.. And today I'm officially missing you.

Generation Name.

2009-12-19T18:19:00.003+08:00

.Khairul'Casablancas. says:
oh
aku tk uh
jab lagi kene kerje
eerangullia name betol kau?
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
ouhh
eera nama nick aku
angullia nama generation aku
nama aku nadzirah binte mahmood angullia
aha
kau ingat kau bikin eh
haha
*aku
.Khairul'Casablancas. says:
ak2 siol
haha
eerangullia@blogspot.com says:
lol da biase
haha

.. Many thought that 'Angullia' is something that I made up and the funny thing is, I used to get hate tags because of this. Of course, it makes me laugh that some people thought I made it up and even commented to the extent like "Jangan nak step taruk Angullia kat blakang, step nama betul kau" or "Klau btul ade angullia, tujuk ah i/c kau". Funny please! Tsk. Hate taggers would always be hate taggers. Find faults for unreasonable things but well that's how life goes by. There's love and there's hatred. Uh hur.. Anyway found this(Angullia Story) out the other day at work. Angadias(The Angullias, who were then known as “Angadias”) sound nicer, like that! So yeap, I hope this post did clear anyone's mind who thought 'Angullia' is something I made up. Peace.

<3

2009-12-17T23:01:00.007+08:00

My best source of laughter.
Love you sweetheart!

Grant me a holiday santa baby!

2009-12-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for the roadtrip this coming Christmas with you and our family! Hope it's still on.. Need this short getaway so badly! By the way, had a good time with Zaleta yesterday, and I mean a real good time, laughing my ass off(almost wanted to pee on my pants please!), reminiscing our secondary school days. Should prolly post something up about those days.. Those moments that I won't ever forget! Like how the whole class were sent down to the detention class for not doing english vocabulary book. Haha, tsk! And what's with the exclamation marks everywhere Nadzirah?! Don't worry, I'm not regretting. It's never my loss :]

588 Pages

2009-12-15T16:53:00.001+08:00

It's raining cats and dogs right here at work. I've been searching emails online since last Friday(for thousand of companies from the directory which consist of 588 pages!). Completed 110 pages and still long way to go. Tsk. On a different note, I'm craving for dessert and a time with the girlies, very much!

It's called, Joy

2009-12-14T02:04:00.006+08:00

I love yesterday minus the fact that Ma was practically yelling non-stop over me not knowing to vacuum the way she wanted it to be. Yes, my ma is very fussy like that. She's really that particular that she would definitely nag over small little things like example if my room is untidy. Obviously that's a big no for me too. I myself couldn't stand messiness. Hmm I guess somehow somewhat I'm carrying my ma's trait huh? And I can see that I'm applying this trait towards other things. Geez, no good no good. On the other hand, Ma's being such a sweetheart for cooking Kway Teow Kerang with nuggets, fried chickens and many more! Abg and Kak Ila dropped by here together with Kisya baby. She's sick again, and couldn't find a chance to disturb her.. Tsk, miss her so much! Karaoke-ing with the family at home and off to meet the reen-s. Had a good chilling session at downtown. I love that place alot. Peaceful, like that. And last Saturday: Finally watched New Moon, and Jacob with long hair is equivalent to why jacob why?! On a random note, my hair is growing longer and please keep on growing! :D

Double wedding bells ring!

2009-12-13T03:49:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday was the big day and I'm very much sure that everyone of us did enjoy ourselves, alot. An example, like how Ma danced to the dangdut song(!!!) at the end of the event, and I like how this joyous day have made each and everyone of us so much closer. Dad's side were invited too and yes Luqman was the cutest boy ever when he sang that Aliff Aziz's song and went.. "Sayang-sayang, kamu da berpunya.." loudly since that was the only part that he knew very well! Ema's sweetest voice would always be nice to hear especially when she sang the inul's song, heh. Hmm, too much good moments to list down here, so I guess the pictures clearly show how cherry everyone was on that day :]

Team Turquoise

2009-12-13T03:00:00.001+08:00

.. December 5th, 2009: Solemnisation Day. Last weekend was a blast. Alhamdulillah, everything went well, and congratulation to the two newlywed couples!

The Double Wedding

2009-12-08T01:11:00.008+08:00

Hello, I've been away from here for quite some time. The double wedding was a success and a proper update about it soon. For now I better get some sleep before Ma starts nagging and remind me for the 1234567th.. time that I need to wake up early for work tomorrow. Poof!

Late Queen.

2009-12-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

So.. my attachment is now at Balestier and sigh, I'm trying my best to be on time. It sounded almost impossible hearing from me huh? Who kept on saying "Trying to be early but always ended up being late all over again". But of course I won't stop tr y i n g and yes I'm definitely not a morning person! But again, what to do, I need to wake up at 7:07AM(Yes I set my hp alarm that way because I love number 7 alotzx and I'm weird, like that) every weekdays. By now I think all my friends, my family, my used-to-be classmates from primary school(?) to secondary school, my current classmates, my old colleagues, my current colleagues know one thing about me very well - I'm forever late! Geeezz.